PRESSURE PRESS ARCHIVE

WITHDRAWAL

i discard a dozen years of anguish, drugs,
a good lake of booze. seagulls squat on parking-meters,
walk past them quietly downtown. i'm signing
my name to unemployment claims when previously,
employed, i'd be asleep. clang of steel echoes
at the sides of my head. all slab. slag, my bones.
i don't regret sudden freedom, but what about
medical insurance, what about christmas.
the gulls are gone & a traffic-cop lady is smiling
like a child, busses roar up closed-down storefronts,

finding myself so abstract, alone in the city of erie.